一点点。。。

今天的我。。。
情绪好复杂。。。

一点点难过。。。

一点点痛苦。。。

一点点不知所措。。。

我经常不能够明白我所作的任何决定。。。

我的感情。。。有时候我真的没有办法想象我到底能够保护的好不好？？
我会傻傻的想很多。。。我真的可以好好的维持吗？？？
我做的够好吗？？

我的伴侣。。。
是否真的会永远陪着我？？

OMG.....

OMG................
Know wat... I received a call from my mummy yesterday....
Asked me this and that this and that...
Lastly.... She came out a question shocked me....
My mom:"how long have you been with your boyfriend?"
Me:" Erm... 4 years +..."
My Mom:"Aiyo... It's time to ROM....."
Me:" HUH??? WHAT???"
My Mom: " Register lah... "

I am still in shock mood....

Me:"Do you want to talk to him? He is just beside me."
My mom:" ok. you ask him to answer."

I pass the phone to him....
My mom:"......................." (I dunno wat did she say...)
My boyfriend:"hahahahaha....I am........" ( I can't really understand wat did he say too)
My mom:".........................."
My boyfriend:"............................"

The conversation above.... I am just blur..... I dunno wat's going on.....hahaha~
Then I asked my bf.... Wat did my mom tell you?

He said:" She asked me to pick a good day den go for register....."

Can you all imagine wat's my reaction????

OMG.....

My Future???

I've been thinking for so many times.....
What can i do in my future???
This is really very hard to answer.....
I can't find a good answer....

But NOW!!!

I come across of......
I need to be hardworking.... I need to be smart....
I need to save money...
Money is so important.... Without money.... even a true love can falls....
Love is so important too.... Without Love.... Even money can't buy love....

So, Conclusion~~~
I have someone who i love so much and he loves me so much....
We should do something to maintain our love always sweet....
Which is We have to keep up together....
We save together to make our life can be good always....

Family LoVE~~~
I LOVE my Grandma,
I LOVE my Papa & Mama,
I LOVE my Sisters....
I LOVE my Brothers.....

I am a girl who needs a lot of love......

Wish...

I wish God Bless Her....

A sms from Jun....
will bring her home....just wait for time to pass....
my tears drop.....

"Hv mentally prepared...." from the Dr.

What can be done??
NOthing....

A Kind Of Feeling

I received a sms from Jun...
He expressed his bad feelings to me....
Scare.... Lost....
I can feel that he is really love me and he makes me feel that i am his only one...

As what i told him... There's ONLY ONE people you love the most and ONLY ONE people who love you most.... I met this person.... and I will CHERISH .....

My NeW RinG

I LoVE Our Ring~~ LoVE RinG~~