Scare scare...

yesterday.....
i backed from malaysia alone at late night...
walking alone at the empty street....
reli reli reli reli reli reli.................make me scare lo.....

still not use in see my deardear once a week lo....
everytime when he sends me to the custom....still feel unbearable....
haiz....

needs time???
i think i will never get use of it....

Saturday night....
Went to xiaodai's house....for her BIG BIG 21st Birthday Party nei....
Hahaha~~ Not many our own frens....
But i get know of xiaobu....i likes xiaobu....
Hehehe.....

My Uncle~~

Dear uncle,
You must " live" well there....
Do take good care of yourself n please don't drink so much of alcohol...
You didn't live well and with happiness before you go...
Please be remember to "bao you" grandma... She is so sad about you....
And we are so worry about her... You must remember to take care of her health...

I know that you gone is a reality...
What happened before u go are really upset me....
I wish you can be well there.....
God Bless~~

NIce NIceHar Mee

wow~~finally i found a reli nice har mee stall....wahaha~~
it's jz opposite my work place....Great World City....
Big Prawn Mee....
the soup reli sweet...
the prawn big n fresh...
COOL~!!!

Anyone, can go n hv a try....GO GO GO~!!

Battle~whitening~~HABUKI WHITE~!!!

i just bought a bottle of hakubi white to start a battle...wu haha...
i wanna become fair....jz started for 2 days...after 1 month...
will i become fairer???
who knows???

i wanna become fair....
fair....
FAIR............

can someone tell me what else can i do???
i did take pills, i did protect myself when i m undersun....
n...i get myself dun go undersun often....
i did apply whitening skin products....erm...dat's all....
enough??? can anybody tell me??

And 1 more.....i dun wanna become panda emily.....
i dun like my panda eyes....sob...~~~
HAIZ...SIGH~~~~

me n Xiao Dai @ Bugis

xiaodai xiaodai....
i reli dun like durian....

we went to hv desserts....
she: durian ice kacang
me: milk steamed egg

i m anti-durian.....
xiaodai sed durian is the best thing.....
bt to me.....durian~~~"NO~!!!"

My DearDearr~~@ VIvo CiTY

这一天。。。很开心~~(^-^)
我和我的deardear来到vivo city楼上。。。
吹吹风，心里好开心。。。
两个人在一起。。。原来很矛盾。。。
可以很开心，也可以很难过~~~
他抱着我。。。我靠在他的胸膛。。。
心里满满的幸福滋味~~

闷闷的心情。。。

今天，他寄来了一封信息说他要去pub。这"pub"这个词。。。我看了就讨厌。。。
看了心里就很不舒服。。。
我不知道到底是因为什么原因，就是很不喜欢他跟他的朋友去pub.
他明知道我不喜欢。。。却还是会去。。。偶尔。。。
是很少，但我希望的是不要去。。。
什么是平常？？那女人出入也很平常。。。是不是我也可以去？？
是不是我朋友叫我去，我就顺便一起去？？
为什么不能拒绝？？
为什么不好意思？？
我不能够明白。。。
是没有错。。。的确没有时常去。。。
我没有在身边。。。虽然没有人帮你盖被，没有人帮你关灯，没有人帮你泡milo.......
可是好像依然不孤单。。。
我乖乖。。。。呆在家里。。。
可是，你没有乖。。。
我到家，想要那一点点时间。。。好好的聊聊天。。。谈谈心。。。

两个人在一起。。。到底是怎么一回事？？
我越来越模糊。。。
两个人的相处。。。到底应该怎么样？？
我越来越迷惘。。。

眼睛湿湿。。。摸一摸脸，湿了~~~~~